Back to peace and quiet. Where nobody disturbs me. No internet. It really is the simple life. I feel like a chicken. I can't go out at night due to respect for my grandparents, they feed me all the time and i'm getting fatter. I liked the loneliness the previous time. This time its different. I miss home, bad dreams and memories are haunting me. I recently woke from a 'trogglehump', if u read Roald Dahl's BFG, in tears. There's nothing to do there. Every evening when i return home from school, i'll eat, study and sleep. Nothing more anything less. My last test would be on tuesday. After that i don't know what i'll be doing every night anymore. I'm being shut out from the rest of the world. I don't have English newspapers, only Chinese ones. and for friends who know me v well, i can't read chinese for nuts. I don't know abt the big serangoon murder news, I didn't know Liverpool entertained Arsenal until i read on soccernet, I didn't know Liverpool would be playing United on saturday night! But i don't want to go home. I want to live in my mama's house till RP shifts to woodlands. Till then, I'll die of boredom.....