I dislike myself. I'm convinced I'm very useless. I have short attention spans, I'm always sleepy, I always have no mood to do anything and the only thing I do most often is to daydream. I don't have responsibility but I always want to have too much for myself to handle.
However, I want to stop the rot. I want to be more sensitive, more attentive, more responsible, more loving, more pleasant. I want to win your love again.