The past 3 years of my life was a computer game. The sort of 3rd person RPG game whereby the character the player was controlling was to do what was supposed to do. Things like the basic necessities and majority of it going to school.
Example: Character wakes up and eats breakfast. Then he catches the bus and train to school. Stays in school from 8.30am to 4pm, Monday to Friday. He plays soccer occasionally on Saturdays and goes to church on Sundays. He does this for 3 years but as the years go by, the need for him to go to school everyday cuts down to 4 days then 3 days after each year.
The game sounds a bit like "The Sims" though I haven't played it yet. However in this game, the character is myself. I am playing myself. The game is so monotonous that now, finally when it is coming to an end, I find myself hooked to that monotony and I can't break out of it.
3 years is a very long time. Suddenly I am bored of science, even with its everchanging nature. I haven't thought of what to do. There're a couple of options I have laid out for myself; the highest possible one being a teacher. Otherwise, I'd just slug it out being a researcher. If not, there's still the outside chance of becoming a pilot. God has blessed me with perfect vision for my entire life (although only 19 yrs) in SINGAPORE so hopefully the army would recognise that and give me a chance.
I don't want to graduate. The thought of it scares me. Even though I don't like RP, at least there is a daily timetable for me to follow. One thing I'd definitely miss would be going into the staff office and greeting all the facilitators as if they were my friends. haha.. Still, the future is extremely uncertain. But I still hold dear to God's promise inJeremiah 29:11 '"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord. "Plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans to give you hope and a future."