I'm back at pierside and I don't like it. But I have no choice unless MOE accepts my application as a relief teacher. All the full-timers I knew have gone and now, there's a fresh batch of full-timers plus a trainee. I'm not noob but I feel like one. Though I haven't been working for a year, I still feel jaded. I need something new and refreshing. I need to do lotsa things, make myself busy. To fill up the sudden gap which I used to spend a lot of time on in my life. To make me forget things. To make me not feel sad.
Btw, I saw my meowmeow again after over a week. His previously snow white fur on his head has turned grey leading me to suspect he's been taking cover at night under vehicles in the carpark. Poor creature. I headed straight to the petrol kiosk to get some cat food only for him to reject it. So I led it to my home but he stopped following me after I entered the lift. Damn. I would have given him a bath. It's quite sad to imagine it sleeping under cars and breathing in their smog and lying on oil and, what if it gets run over? It's unimaginable for me. I MUST take it home someday.